NEVER THOUGHT
I never thought I would walk through this
I’ve always been comfortable with all
But here I am now
Struggling with how to hold on to
Fearing of what would become
I find it difficult to trust
I know this shouldn’t be
But I can’t not worry about
Thinking and crying
Begging you to hear my plea
I have my reasons for doubting
I never want it to come to this
But quickly you reminded me
You are the one who listens
The one who helps me through
I have my reasons for trusting
I’ve been reminded now
You have revealed once more
The power that gives life
And grace for me your child
I now have faith that can't be shaken
More challenges would come
But I know who holds me
He who answers to every call
The one who weeps with me
Thursday, September 04, 2003
Repetitions
You annoy me
You’ve said it once
Uttered it twice
Reminded me thrice
You keep on forgetting
I am smart, like you
No need to be spoken like a child
I’m a big girl now…a lady
A woman full of twenty years
I guess I have to cover
My ears when you speak again
Of repetitions and your rants
To my disbelief
You hit on me once again
I speak once, you comment twice
I am no fool as you are
Feel me foe, I’m in charge
The next time I lament
Spare me with your repetitions
They choke me…lead me to death
Repetitions, no more
I say no more repetitions
I say no more….
Repetitions, no more.
